once upon a time i dreamed we'd be together
in love forever
once upon time i was dreaming
for a never ending
once upon a wish
once upon a dream
my ex from China called. It was so weird. I didn't say much, he wished my family a Merry Christmas. It was very thoughtful and kind of him. But, I am not sure I want anything to do with him since he is alllllllllllll the way in China. I am not a fan of long distance relationships. The point of having a relationship is being in love, and sharing the love. It is physically impossible to love him when he's on a different continent. I don't know how to explain it to him without being melodramatic. I want a boyfwend so bad! (sad face) I just need a male to love me and hold me tight and never let go <3 That would be really nice Santa! New year's resolution is to have a better relationship with my parents. I hate how I'm not upper middle class cause I have to budget for everything and I hate budgeting. My mom, I just caught her tonight at 3:00AM on the computer looking at blogs and reading how financially unwell some people are doing. I asked her why? Her reply was "It makes me feel better about myself." Nooooo desperato, make more money, don't weep in sorrow. Fix what's broken, try to make more Mom! I hate being middle class (sad face). If it was me, I would find ways to invest in money so I will never have to worry about money. If one part of my business is down, I still have something else to support my lavish spendings. I hate budgeting. It just makes me feel so icky and low class. Icky icky ick!
Some of my friends from NYC, truly I saw their colors because they are ASSHOLES. Anna Wei, for example, is Queen B - of course, not in the good sense. In her gracious, she called me a "dumb bitch." I want to stomp her. She's overweight, obese, disgusting-looking, and thinks about penises all the time (this rant makes me feel better). She needs to stop being jealous of me, I don't understand her. I unactivated my Facebook account only to be on it 5 seconds later because I receieved an email. A guy by the name of Emanuel wanted to "befriend" me. I checked out his profile, and 1) He was ugly 2) We actually had mutual friends (shocking) but one was Rebecca Schneider, and I was like that girl is desperate enough to friend anyone. Hence, I declined Emanuel, and went on my merry way on deactivating my account again. This time, for good. Facebook is a waste of time, and there is not much to do other than stalking people or editing my own information. I felt like that was too self-loving of me and it was more harm than it was good. Sorry Mark Zuckerburg, the fun (a string of 4 years) was fun while it lasted but it's time for goodbye. Plus, I just can't take another attack comment by the queen b anna wei. She needs to go eat more salads.
I am currently reading the fiction, The Smart One and the Pretty One
C really easy to fall in love with
A gorgeous
T great kisser
H freakin' beautiful eyes
E deeply in love with his/her gf/bf
R good gf/bf
I loves to laugh
N sexy
E deeply in love with his/her gf/bf
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